It's super hard core time once again. Here is a good time to fast. Fasting breaks ties and bind such as certain energies that stick to your aura. The one thing about fasting that makes it so worth while is that not only is it an energy propheting but the prosperity behind is a great anointing due to the factors of your life that in conjuncts psionic force to your light to balance you so that you have a life of complete wellness and can successfully attain a higher plain of consciousness which you will naturally be able to be placed in a position to help others.
Man, I have been lazy for too long and have been holding back but I would like to say thank you to the universe for helping me. I have cool people in my life who are helping me in ways that seem to others as if it is not help but it's the greatest help and some amazing one's that have given me themselves, in their time, treasure and talent. I speak all manner of blessings in favor and wellness to you oh cooly cool friends of mine xoxox <3
This is another break. Funny like spring break. So much to do in such little time. I believe here is where the come back starts. This morning I was so pissed even though last week was the most beautiful of all miracles in my life. I took a ride with a friend to purchase some metaphysical supplies and I can't believe that on a night of the Blood Moon, I didn't have time to study or research a certain god or deity or patron for this certain practice of mine. You see I was offered a candle for this Orisha which is a Saint from Santeria. I had no idea how simple it was but it was a complete blessing so I really am thankful. I woke up moody I guess because here is where the rubber meets the road. No more relaxing, no more lounging around hoping for shyt to pop off and enough magick just for a second here America and the world....It's time to get gritty and grimy and just get into a spiritual cocoon fast, workout and study so that I can feel the lighting in my fingertips to whip a good story's ass lol.
This past Friday I was baptized into The Holy Temple of Nzambi, Gnostic Orthodox Masonic Rite. It was so beautiful to be there chillin feeling the Exus and knowing them internally for the ones that were there and the familiarity I sensed and the calmness and the excitement watching how everything was setup and helping with some parts. I took pics and posted them to www.facebook.com/BlakkTheWorldInc
Some people try or so many things to get into the zone of writing. I can't believe it! I'm really all the things I thought or was told I'll never be. I remember there was some kind of astrological report which stuck in the back of my mind and it was just really negative and I had it once again when I first came to Cali. My personal readings and I don't mean that which I do as in me being the psychic but getting them. People say why can't you see a bad thing coming and your a psychic lol. I don't know but I guess I do see somethings sometimes and sometimes not. Who the hell knows but I do know that It's time to bite down and chew this shyt and swallow it. Or do magick but I don't know I guess I'm glad meeting the people I did since I been here because I guess I wouldn't have made it thus far.
I just want to say If anything happens just know I did try absolutely the best with the "Orange Curtain's" bus stops and the scarceness of cool people I guess I don't know. I know whats good and what is good for me and I could be fine if things went in the direction in which they are going naturally but the vamps come and go and I don't even know any more. I just want to help people, not astrally battle with weirdness every night. I feel as though there are certain instances where I forsee something I guess and I say it outloud and it just goes badly because the person didn't listen but it's ok. I guess nothing matters anymore but what everyone is doing for themselves. God, I can't wait to finish this damn progression of a hope to be film lol.
I can chill and have a nice place in LA. I could help the homeless people at Venice Beach and Open a up a metaphysical shop and make my own oils and attempt at herbs or incense. I could have movie night at my shop and have healing sessions after midnight. I could do the radio show there and just feel like I'm on top of the world. I would be doing qigong with like 12 people or more every day, who knows. I'd be chillin and cook a feast and play music and have fun. Isn't that what life is but it's not because some who I try to talk to wont allow themselves to see it or whatever..I don't get it anymore but I do get that this stuff that I've been doing is strong. If I really had a nice place in LA, I would be saving the weekends for amazing trips to nature, thats church to me. One or two or more days a week pay homage like a nice ceremonial ritual but with nice clothing. Like I dig wearing white like the santeros and our precious Ordo De Barco how we do!!!! I know that I messed up that day though cuz I wore my white shirt at the time of the baptism but I smiled on through I guess how I should smile on this crazy bullshyt some coward illusionized into my life but we must be positive. My home gurl Erika made sure she yelled at me for being negative and you know what she's right.
Fuq this bullshyt, I'm going to break this shyt tonight!
Man, I have been lazy for too long and have been holding back but I would like to say thank you to the universe for helping me. I have cool people in my life who are helping me in ways that seem to others as if it is not help but it's the greatest help and some amazing one's that have given me themselves, in their time, treasure and talent. I speak all manner of blessings in favor and wellness to you oh cooly cool friends of mine xoxox <3
This is another break. Funny like spring break. So much to do in such little time. I believe here is where the come back starts. This morning I was so pissed even though last week was the most beautiful of all miracles in my life. I took a ride with a friend to purchase some metaphysical supplies and I can't believe that on a night of the Blood Moon, I didn't have time to study or research a certain god or deity or patron for this certain practice of mine. You see I was offered a candle for this Orisha which is a Saint from Santeria. I had no idea how simple it was but it was a complete blessing so I really am thankful. I woke up moody I guess because here is where the rubber meets the road. No more relaxing, no more lounging around hoping for shyt to pop off and enough magick just for a second here America and the world....It's time to get gritty and grimy and just get into a spiritual cocoon fast, workout and study so that I can feel the lighting in my fingertips to whip a good story's ass lol.
This past Friday I was baptized into The Holy Temple of Nzambi, Gnostic Orthodox Masonic Rite. It was so beautiful to be there chillin feeling the Exus and knowing them internally for the ones that were there and the familiarity I sensed and the calmness and the excitement watching how everything was setup and helping with some parts. I took pics and posted them to www.facebook.com/BlakkTheWorldInc
Some people try or so many things to get into the zone of writing. I can't believe it! I'm really all the things I thought or was told I'll never be. I remember there was some kind of astrological report which stuck in the back of my mind and it was just really negative and I had it once again when I first came to Cali. My personal readings and I don't mean that which I do as in me being the psychic but getting them. People say why can't you see a bad thing coming and your a psychic lol. I don't know but I guess I do see somethings sometimes and sometimes not. Who the hell knows but I do know that It's time to bite down and chew this shyt and swallow it. Or do magick but I don't know I guess I'm glad meeting the people I did since I been here because I guess I wouldn't have made it thus far.
I just want to say If anything happens just know I did try absolutely the best with the "Orange Curtain's" bus stops and the scarceness of cool people I guess I don't know. I know whats good and what is good for me and I could be fine if things went in the direction in which they are going naturally but the vamps come and go and I don't even know any more. I just want to help people, not astrally battle with weirdness every night. I feel as though there are certain instances where I forsee something I guess and I say it outloud and it just goes badly because the person didn't listen but it's ok. I guess nothing matters anymore but what everyone is doing for themselves. God, I can't wait to finish this damn progression of a hope to be film lol.
I can chill and have a nice place in LA. I could help the homeless people at Venice Beach and Open a up a metaphysical shop and make my own oils and attempt at herbs or incense. I could have movie night at my shop and have healing sessions after midnight. I could do the radio show there and just feel like I'm on top of the world. I would be doing qigong with like 12 people or more every day, who knows. I'd be chillin and cook a feast and play music and have fun. Isn't that what life is but it's not because some who I try to talk to wont allow themselves to see it or whatever..I don't get it anymore but I do get that this stuff that I've been doing is strong. If I really had a nice place in LA, I would be saving the weekends for amazing trips to nature, thats church to me. One or two or more days a week pay homage like a nice ceremonial ritual but with nice clothing. Like I dig wearing white like the santeros and our precious Ordo De Barco how we do!!!! I know that I messed up that day though cuz I wore my white shirt at the time of the baptism but I smiled on through I guess how I should smile on this crazy bullshyt some coward illusionized into my life but we must be positive. My home gurl Erika made sure she yelled at me for being negative and you know what she's right.
Fuq this bullshyt, I'm going to break this shyt tonight!
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