Believing Your Construction

There are so many different perspectives in this world on life and the pursuit of happiness or on what anyone believes or thinks in which a person, place thing or idea should be. I like it all and I appropriate it all. When I first started my journey on a religiousless search for spirituality and the act of energetically changing your life path or destiny, I found that I am attracted and have been successful with theistic and atheistic theory on how to change your life. This is probably hard for many to believe because of the separation in this realm which we all are a part of due to the simple fact that you are the one to manifest whatever your heart desires regardless of truth. I have fallen in love with the Luciferian ways yet I still find myself leaning on the thought of outside force of guidance. You see for me it doesn't matter because I can manifest from my mind alone without lighting a candle or working a craft or praying to a deity. I also find the love and this wonder in my emotions that feels just like being in love but the love is a respectful type of view towards what I know I am going before. I can honestly say that Science to me is the god because you and your body is what counts in manifesting, You can't think that people are going to manifest for you better than you doing it for yourself. This means that you are the god.

Doors have opened and windows are motioning energetically towards me in my practices of divination and magick and all the culture sciences of the world and yet I am the same person since before I left christianity. I know more and I love more but I am the same soul. I have changed much of the way I think about things and the way I act upon those things that surround my life or just pass by for life lessons but my heart and what I want out of life is still the same. Sure I don't think about becoming a Pastor and preaching like a maniac in the street like I always wanted but since I was a kid homelessness broke my heart and it does even more today. As a young adult, I always stuck up for woman and children. I always dreamed of falling in love and meeting the right partner to be enriched with the awesome blessings that our universe allows or provides is all I ever wanted. I also in my youth have always wanted and do help people today. I may be a satanist and a practitioner of African Sciences and have empowered myself to have much base middle and high energy to help me in life but I still feel the same in my heart towards the world. I am still the same ol Cris in wellness towards society. I believe this is a good thing because it also proves that because I know without a shadow of a doubt that I'm not the only one, humans are the only god. Saying this I also adore and admire having an altar and working with spirits and forces that I was not physically born with. Both sides of the theoretic coin are absolutely right, I just don't know how one could find a problem with either side. Theistic and Atheistic both work for me and I don't see how I could ever let it go but incorporate it into my personal life without hesitation.

Blessings are here for who ever believes themselves worthy to receive it. I totally appreciate all the people who have shared their life in thoughts of magick and science. Without these people I wouldn't be the new person I feel to be today along with my same child heart. You don't have to be on one side but be for your own side and you can still believe in outside forces because the truth about magick is that it doesn't even matter. If you want to use the idea of an outside force being real and it works, more power to you brothers and sisters of earth. You see, if the truth was or even is that there really isn't any such thing as an outside force of your own body, the act of using the mechanics to theistic approaches in changing one's reality, you will find that it works perfectly according to your own mind. We could with wisdom and careful balance, you can start your own religion and be successful. I highly doubt this planet needs more religion, however, I don't see what would be wrong with it as long as it doesn't have the hateful cruel teachings of religions like christianity or any other religion that looks down on people for their choice of life style then you will be very successful even if you looked like a fool attempting to complete what it is that your trying to accomplish.

What we intake from this world and what we choose to follow or seek after is all energetic work towards our inner alchemic proportion and it stays with us everywhere we go. When we choose to place our focus on healing someone or clearing an individuals chakras, using your psychic abilities to warn or advise a person or choose to perform a ritual which that person is hiring you for, you will always come to the simple conclusion that you are the one with the power and whatever you say is going to happen because you thought it to exist and no matter how long a religion has been powerfully successful in society says you can't but you will because its your will not theirs.

I love that I love it all. I love that it all works for us and who ever is hungry enough, it will definitely change and bless your life. My life is far from perfect and from time to time I might struggle here and there but I am happier than I have ever been and more excited now then even as a child because of this positive control over myself and anything I choose to place my focus on is greater than any amount of money anyone can ever dream. You can purchase my services but you can't purchase my power or me. You can buy magickal potions and powders and many different metaphysical tools but to sit every day and study your ass off in every magical study and put your magical cramming to work is priceless because you can do it any time you want and others can also but people even in this day and age are either too lazy or fear is a prominent factor in their lives. It sucks to be afraid of stuff. I admitted not being afraid of spirits in front of these elder practitioners and they looked at me like i was lying. I don't know what that was about but I thought about what they might be into and that is scary enough lol.

I am glad to be able to help people and I also enjoy to watch someone be successful in a specific or particular work in spirituality when they come to me for help. This gives me joy, not because they listened to me but because they tried and put their own hands and hearts to the work I may have suggested and they are happy to realize that they were and are very magical the whole time. I notice a lot of bad attitudes in the mix when I get people saying to me. You just want to control me and tell me what to do....Um yeah like I really give a shyt. Please I have my own challenges but the truth is that I give my time, talent, treasure and love to the work of helping people in spirituality and that deserves some respect. I see the reciprocity being returned in that the person will be smart enough to read what I'm saying that it is good and well for the individual's life who seeks help as the greatest blessing and return of what I give because it is really just a spark. Real spirituality is a big construction job like the Goldman Sacks building in NYC or any great physical structure in this world. No building erected from the blood sweat and tears of an american will ever be the same. This is your end result of spirituality and magick later in your life because all that manifests will be the result of how you take your own inner alchemy and build and construct your own chaos theoretic energy work. You are the foreman on the job, your the boss, your the god, you are the creator of your reality even if its shitty and lifeless and has no magick showing wonderment at all because your mind even asleep and dead or negative on its own can destroy you and people around you, how much more those who want good things and peace and wellness for themselves and everyone one around them. So whatever you believe whether it is just yourself or in deities like Orishas, LWAs or any being of any cultures religious or magical pantheon, you will find that it all works if you work it.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, YOU ARE THE ONLY GOD TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Altiorem Statum Conscientia

by: Jonathan M Steinert

 Consciousness of the mind in any perception, generating on levels of enlightened. In our current state of mind as humans we are dumb, clueless, incoherent creatures that roam the world only thinking about what’s new, what’s cool, what he has, and what she is wearing. Always in the future, but living in the past. Always looking at other’s wondering if they are thinking about me. Take it from me there not. Humans don’t think about anything, unless that something presents itself into their view. We are a product of teaching, but what is teaching? Teaching is a product of ignorance pushed upon one by society. So what has society taught this generation of humanity? We’ve learned about sex, gender , murder, money, enslavement, fear, and we also learned that we must grow up because there is no room for a child in the world. We’ve learned about religion, and war, we’ve learned right from wrong, but what is right and what is wrong? Right from wrong comes in many different forms. Let me ask you something. Killing someone is that right or wrong? 99% of the world would say wrong, but they were taught by their parents. What if you grew up killing people with your dad, in his mind it’s ok. Write and wrong depend on truth from teaching. People should not dictate right from wrong, quick to judge someone because their view varies. Judgment upon another soul, lower’s their morality. Morality it’s self should be the only dictator of right from wrong. Morality will keep you on the right path. You know that little voice in your head that says, "na don’t do that," or the one that says "yea, yea that’s cool." Right and wrong are just feelings. Religion, any culture that has ever had religion as the primary guide to life, either has broken out in full blown war, on the brink of war, or just plan ignorant and quick to push their God upon another. if you are willing to kill for your God, what kind of God is that? And how will your standing be with him after you’ve mowed somebody down for disagreement? We’ve learned stupidity our words speak utterly upon the knowledge we have witch 90% of it comes from television the rest is divided between parents, school and work. Which is the only thing we accomplished in life, we must go to school to learn, so that we may have a good job and be successful in life. But what is success a big house, lots of money, what kind of cars we drive? Yes, because with-out this stuff I am nobody. Even after achieving all this stuff we are yet still completely unsatisfied, unhappy and filled with even more sorrow then when we began down the path of being successful, I wonder why? That’s what I wanted out of life right? Wrong I bet if you could talk too yourself as five year old it would call you old and washed up, I’d bet it would say you forgot about me, you priority’s changed you grew up, what happened to you. I don’t want anything to do with you get away from me asshole. I wonder what happened to me? I was taught. Level two of consciousness. The mind of a child a beautiful mind, He/she doesn’t know right from wrong. Left from right, they have no perception time, and most of them have no emotional pain unless you tell them it’s bed time. What they do know is that they love to help, no matter the task at hand you wouldn’t even have to ask them twice. They love to play and imagine the world as if it was a story jotted down in the book of life. Life is still but a dream to a mind with no teaching. Why take that way? Because they must grow up and be in the “real world.” They love to put smile on peoples face’s, they sing, laugh, cry, they have absolutely no problem being them self. No concept of embarrassment, and nobody judge’s a child because kids will be kids. The only thing their worried about is if it’s okay to stomp through the mud, or run through a giant pile of leave’s you just raked. Children are my hero’s! I wonder what am I? What is my reason, do I even have a reason? Well as humans that are not self aware we are consumed by ignorant bliss. To become self aware our reason dwindles in the balance of life and death, because if we have no reason, then why even be alive. This is question that has haunted man for all of time. I’m here to tell you that our reason is to help, love, learn and to discipline our body’s. Most people spurge on there ever whim diving head first into their body’s every want, rendering our self ineligible to walk in the path of light, to walk in the path of awe.  Awe is the separation point between right from wrong.  To be able to see a moment of pure beauty and hit the floor with tears of joy, to allow the lump in your throat to grow in to a smile as you shed your love publicly. In this moment the rays of peace will fall upon us and drown away all of our sorrow.  Joy will radiate in and consume you like a high. For me personally this is my reason of being to indulge myself in every beautiful moment, to get lost in joy. To get lost in the sun set as the colors change from a deep orange that lights the sky on fire. To the pink bliss of the clouds that shoot up to the heavens, all the way down to purple streaks that dance’s through the sky waving goodbye, right before the stars open their eyes and say good morning. To walk in the path of the shadows I will be sad, hate, my soul will be full of sorrow, my emotions hiding behind every corner waiting to jump out to abuse me. To throw me down to stomp out all of my happiness, never allowing me to see these moments of awe I so desperately need. Stupidity will bring me joy. Ignorance will flow through my lips, as I try to bring you to my level because hate being by myself. My emotional agony will always haunt me. Turning the tables there will be no right from wrong. I wonder what happens if I become disciplined? You will be accepted to walk in the light. You become conscious and self aware; you’ll become your own power house. What’s a power house? Let me tell you my friend. I am your brain I require you to be disciplined. I require you to sweet and bleed for me. And I will show you the power you crave. You are a conductor, a conductor of my reality. Please me and ill please you. I will show you everything that you are truly capable of I am the reason of your reason to exist. With-out me you are simply just an animal. With me you are a God. Give me what I want. And I will show how to ignite the energy from with-in to put forth into the universe it will be magical. I will show you how to control the elements if you move in the right pattern, with the right force. You must vibrate for me and I will imagine for you. But you must see it as reality to achieve ultimateness and oneness.